Friday, September 26, 2025

You Feel Me?

AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION WITH THE UNCERTAINTY PRINCIPLETake X

towards a freer jazz with ashes buried under some trees by a ¿dead? cat in a different key


I shrug and enter

what are not shrubs

but maybe a bramble

of sharp edged petals

that seem to shield fruit

which perhaps function 

—beloved—as chromatic points 

but not a pentatonics

of The Blackberries

singing of a loss

I might lapse

into and risk crimson

not knowing

if a light note later

the hidden position 

of a thorn section

could tincture the i 

or for a time conjugate 

any tidal desire dug 

by Kearney from a pond 

in a Pointillist tone poem 

which begs tailoring

on the fringes by Cécile

or Nate or Cecil pleating 

theories of jazz 

we failed to scan

from “Le Front Cache

or even the knees 

of a more natural man

or Haitian woman, yet 

keep modeling or yodeling—

our speech not a performance

beyond the velocity

of wavy phrases

or sleepy Harriet mulling

over a syntax of velvet

deities that Apophenia—

our mellow diva—

drreams to bray or splay

how bananas it could be

if they’re yellow berries

or genetic diagrams

of spiral walls around

viral Gardens of Truth

but maybe just feel 

like a trio of Winter Leaves

shading or abrading

my parakeet feather

to color what appears 

as loss or seems lost 

to appearances if I fail

to peel my berried desire

with a silence bladed 

nearly to the point 

of a sound science?

Friday, September 19, 2025

Another revision

AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION 

AS A SEASCAPE WITH VESSEL

(for Cesaria Evora)

“She sang beyond the genius of the sea.”

 

I love how

what impresses

more than your swollen footprints

in the Saõ Vicente sand

is your ghost verses

appearing to ignite

a light from the tallest mast

and how your voice

rising or falling, becomes

a salty island breeze swirling

around the man-made reef 

of rusted hull which 

resembles my dreams.

Your genius—half mountain mist,

half cliff of crashing wave—

is somehow a migrating sun.

Cesaria, is that why 

the aria in your name

carries the whistle of 

those like me who—

with a star’s glint 

in one eye and a squint 

in the other—

track speckled fins 

of whale song?

Since even gliding gulls

fear a plunge,

I also often fear 

tumbling down

your ballad’s seaside cliff

as you measure

your sodade. She left me

only this record—

how do I balance 

on my head

the simple truth 

of how often the sea 

and the song of salt are

in the same skeleton 

key—which darkens

and enlightens

what one finds

inside your every word

by driftwood

word?

 

Cizé, I miss 

how the brown 

liquor of your voice

—dark voice of the sea—

now bottled 

on heaven’s higher shelf 

carried more Marlboro blaze 

than Coast Guard’s 

finger of searchlight.

Perhaps the barnacled hull

of my skull will never 

comprehend how

your contralto illuminated 

our dunes with so many waves 

of lunar light.

A constant cry

of yours—though

I don’t understand

its Kriolu signs—

becomes a medley

of whale spout

rising in Atlantic moonlight.

She left me 

only this record—

a mirror of my flaring vices

flaming as the sea

under your solar voice?

Since falling tears also 

reflect celestial shine, 

are the traces I still taste

drops of your faith 

on the cheeks of Sodade?

Tonight I watch 

Mindelo don

her ebony negligee 

and knot a sequined

scarf of stars 

around her head 

before mulling

in her Atlantic mirror 

what tariff of tide

you must’ve paid

for slipping

off your shoes

to pace a place

I still aim to go—

where the sea

of your song

rises beyond

every word

by barefoot

word.