Thursday, January 16, 2025

Happy Helen Folásadé Adu Day!

Is your love HyperQBic?

Does it have colorpuntal pearls like a ghost poem? 

Here we go again. 

I’m not thirsty, you’re thirsty  



AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION 

AS MUCH ADU ABOUT NOTHING

“Didn’t I tell you what I believe,

did somebody say that . . .”

Sade



Ifemi, I believe

it was only this morning

your whispers

were virgin olives

in the temples

of my ears

and the silk scarves

of your fingers—

half flame, half feathers—

counted every curl

on the back of my neck.

But all moons wane

and who traces

 your lunar phases

tattoo now?


And perhaps not wane

as in failure

but something else 

in the key of  F  

which I hum 

under my atheist breath

hoping your cabernet lips

sip me again

or your French tips

re-press their crescents

into the midnight sky 

of my back?


Ifemi, hummingbirds

hover over petals

for the paradise 

of nectar—

is it a rhyme 

or a psalm in F Minor 

if even the aroma

of almond blossom

in another garden

fails to keep me

from being a Luna moth 

spotted under the halo 

of your porch light?


Oh, freckled cheeks of Jesus,

now I grasp

why Shakespeare said

 “Cupid kills

some with arrows,

some with traps”,

 because which angle 

of light unveils

how hazel devotion 

might bloom

or burst in your irises?


I don’t believe

you meant

a love like hours won’t last

even when the ache 

braided into your ponytail

swung from our first flame 

of dopamine 

to our last adieu. 


Ifemi, if our eyes meet again, 

I promise not to ignore

your wrist’s brassy passion 

for prayer beads

and police bracelets.


If I then dissolve 

into the blue flame 

of your breath, 

will I subsist

as breath, 

or simply burn?

Is it a fugue

in the key of F

—as a saxophone

curls into cursive—

that true faith in roses

means elegies

penned by small hands

 in the rain? 


Ifemi, all modern religions

privilege belief

and in this they resemble

all ancient religions

—but how long

will the traces  

of sandalwood & forsythia

you left on my pillow

still believe

in waning as a way 

of staying?