Friday, September 26, 2025

You Feel Me?

A TRACE OF IMPROVISATION AS UNCERTAINTY’S PRINCIPLE—Take X

towards a freer jazz with ashes buried under some trees by a ¿dead? cat in a different key


These are amazing:

each almost a light note 

the hidden horn section

of your fingers

seems to ply or play

in the baby hair 

on my forearm

a phrase claims

but can’t quite prove—

I once shaved—

as though to shrug off

most surface meaning 

and enter what

are not shrubs

but maybe a bramble

of leafy edges

or blooming fruit

that could perhaps 

—beloved—

expose a new position

of my body in motion

as purplish notes

tho not a pentatonics

of The Blackberries

singing a capella

—also a kind of naked

—even as it edges 

up to a lapse 

I might ache

into pieces of a map 

of merino kisses

or make my key aim

to seed allusions 

also dug by Kearney 

as a Pointillist 

pomegranate shaped

from an orchid 

before you tailor the hymns

to Orpheus of Cecil

or Cécile playing

“Le Front Cache”

down bare vertebrae

or the wrinkled knees

of a more natural man

island-eyeing a woman, 

hacking the syntax

Erica might hunt

in the wing velocity 

of velvet hummingbirds

Apophenia diagrams 

beyond a trio of Autumn Leaves

or teases to retouch

as parakeet feelings

soon feather

these daydreams 

of your tongue tracing

someone’s Ark of Bones—

of their black & buried 

desire to be unmade—

to fade into a silence 

found nearly at the point 

of a sound science? 

Friday, September 19, 2025

Another revision

AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION 

AS A SEASCAPE WITH VESSEL

(for Cesaria Evora)

“She sang beyond the genius of the sea.”

 

I love how

what impresses

more than your swollen footprints

in the Saõ Vicente sand

is your ghost verses

appearing to ignite

a light from the tallest mast

and how your voice

rising or falling, becomes

a salty island breeze swirling

around the man-made reef 

of rusted hull which 

resembles my dreams.

Your genius—half mountain mist,

half cliff of crashing wave—

is somehow a migrating sun.

Cesaria, is that why 

the aria in your name

carries the whistle of 

those like me who—

with a star’s glint 

in one eye and a squint 

in the other—

track speckled fins 

of whale song?

Since even gliding gulls

fear a plunge,

I also often fear 

tumbling down

your ballad’s seaside cliff

as you measure

your sodade. She left me

only this record—

how do I balance 

on my head

the simple truth 

of how often the sea 

and the song of salt are

in the same skeleton 

key—which darkens

and enlightens

what one finds

inside your every word

by driftwood

word?

 

Cizé, I miss 

how the brown 

liquor of your voice

—dark voice of the sea—

now bottled 

on heaven’s higher shelf 

carried more Marlboro blaze 

than Coast Guard’s 

finger of searchlight.

Perhaps the barnacled hull

of my skull will never 

comprehend how

your contralto illuminated 

our dunes with so many waves 

of lunar light.

A constant cry

of yours—though

I don’t understand

its Kriolu signs—

becomes a medley

of whale spout

rising in Atlantic moonlight.

She left me 

only this record—

a mirror of my flaring vices

flaming as the sea

under your solar voice?

Since falling tears also 

reflect celestial shine, 

are the traces I still taste

drops of your faith 

on the cheeks of Sodade?

Tonight I watch 

Mindelo don

her ebony negligee 

and knot a sequined

scarf of stars 

around her head 

before mulling

in her Atlantic mirror 

what tariff of tide

you must’ve paid

for slipping

off your shoes

to pace a place

I still aim to go—

where the sea

of your song

rises beyond

every word

by barefoot

word.