Cabo Verde na Copa!

 SEASCAPE WITH VESSEL

(for Cizè)

Because tonight—

even before you mouth 

the sound of Sodade
as tho your middle name
was melancholy
swept into ten pebbles
on the Atlantic’s azure carpet—
from the end of the bar

the Mindelo in you

reminds me that if

my name is Dias-Porter,

then surely 

I understand diaspora.
And here, I kneel 

to consider the single malt timbre
sealed in your amber voice,
how a passarinho’s

blue tale rises in a spiral

before floating 

on the sine waves
of our sorrow.
Could this be why 

with the ease of a girl
rinsing sea salt from her hair
or the rhythm of a boy
kicking a ball of socks,
you pick Frutu Proibido
to ripen in the night,
or a Destino Negro
steered by the darkness

between stars?
Why the wailing vessel

of your voice hums 

of so many of your sons
working the docks in Rotterdam,
of so many of your daughters 

waiting in Brockton 

between the tables of taverns?
Is this why you tilt your head

to squint at the horizon
for the hope of a rising hull?

And yes, one could grumble

you burned through your gift

like lava through

a pack of Marlboros,

but for us whose only birthright
is a Gerbera daisy

in a dusty wind,
you became a black saint 

of both morabeza 

& despidida,
your words billow

in the Bentu Lestri,

yet remain moist as black sand 

after the sea's blue kiss.
Perhaps I’m merely prickly

as the arms of a pear cactus,

but let this be why

if there is no rain
the liquid of your syllables
soaks into our soil,
or if there is no grain
a kernel of your chorus
sprouts in our mouths.
Why your voice seems to circle 

into the shell of a turtle 

as it seeks to return us

to those ten rugged rocks

wrinkling the aqua silk 

of the sea.

Revision of a really old piece.

DIMINUENDO AND CRESCENDO IN BLUE

Brothers and Sisters,

Today I want to share

something with you 

from the Book of Ellington

about a dilemma

old as blue-green algae.

About what brings me

nightly to these crossroads,

black as a blueberry under

the heel of a stiletto,

blue as a Jay with its 

feathered crown in disarray.

Brothers and Sisters

—why must I sleep alone

while Cupid tickles me

with a blade of bluegrass

to draw my lapis laughter

like bath water til I’m hot 

under the cobalt collar?

I know some of yall

know what I’m talking about tonight.

It’s a question as electric 

as the Devil in a new Givenchy dress,

a question that’s had me waking up 

in a doorway on the avenue,

blue as five frostbitten fingers

glued to a Thunderbird bottle.

If you understand

what I’m talking about tonight,

—Somebody say amen.

Brothers and Sisters,

It makes me a muted trumpet

against a cloudless sky,

the crushed cornflower 

in a Viking's eyes.

Brothers & Sisters

please don’t cry or laugh,

but it’s a blue ribbon

around the neck of the fatted calf.

Can't you see through 

these Woolworth shades of blue,

something's stuck to my shoe,

and it aint paper money.

Can I get a witness.

Why must the new moon rise

and leave me St. Louis Blue,

with a gangster lean in a leaky canoe?

Why would Yemaya leave me

with a Leadbelly,

blind as a Lemon,

Howling like a Wolf

with a thorn in its foot?

Brothers and Sisters,

please hear this whole note

and come in from the misty blue,

before you too crumble into 

a porcelain plate of funky cheese.

I’m not saying it’s a hand

in a thumbscrew,

will outlast your teenaged tattoos,

or lock you into a rubber room 

with no view.

But it may have you 

progressing through 12 bars

that all overcharge 

for their Mermaid Lemonade.

Raise a hand if you hear me tonight.

Brothers and Sisters,

Some might say it’s turned me 

into a bluebottle fly 

flitting between purple and green,

wings tattered as a pair of old jeans.

Merci beaucoup,

It’s even had Winnie the Pooh

doing Voodoo in corrective shoes,

I hear it tracked two muddy boots

through the front yard of his heart

and left blueprints to an asylum 

in the freshly snowed parts.

Oh Heavenly Father,

why can’t I cordon these blues

I know that the geometry

of poetry is hyperbolic,

but can you tell me

if this is just the illusion

of a soul in a tuna meat suit?

Because it’s universally known 

to be cranky as a blue crab,

itchy as a new scab,

and scientifically proven 

to lower your IQ.

Somebody say amen!

Brothers and Sisters, 

listen up carefully tonight because 

the Postman always rings twice

to deliver this news—

Love mails all of its letters 

with the postage due.

Now, can I get a witness?

Revision of a poem from “Ideas of Improvisation”

 A CRY OF IMPROVISATION WITH A POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS

In a bus station bathroom, scribbled

initials trigger—

Piano Trumpet Sax Drums

Peyote Trazadone Sinsemilla Demerol

—kisses on my nipple 

or a needle’s pulse through my arm—

but if—for religious reasons—I lick 

my fingers do I taste the assault or

the grain you pearl into a luminous shell?

What else deigns to color a domain

in the hippocampus or paper over

a toilet’s oval until I tongue a girl named

Apophenia like a Percocet and perhaps

my documentary is also soundtracked

by plunging syringes or trigger clicks

but right now the score reflexes startle

these terror tremors waiting on a bus. 

Even as sum of what’s been done to me

the unified self is a useful fiction.

Do you recall—

Piccolo Tambourine Synth Duduk

Pulse Tremor Seizure Dementia

—when busses just meant kisses

when fingers didn’t trigger unasked touch

or arrive as an evening express to shame

where the Speaker desires to disembark 

or blow smoke into a parallel reality

where our sages are more than mere apes

with a vocabulary & a rational capacity?

Why must the four cords of these memories 

extend or bend into an encore by

the band Cycling Back To The Seen,

who often have lyrics about night sweats

but never arrive before the bus hits us?