Monday, February 12, 2024

You Already Know

AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION AS MUCH ADU ABOUT NOTHING

“Didn’t I tell you what I believe,

didn’t I say that . . .”

Sade


Ifemi, how many more

REM cycles before 

your winged eyeliner

leaps the ravine 

of No Return to open me 

as a sommelier would 

a wine bottle—

before the bright crescents

of your nails wax across

the black sky of my back—

or before the saxophone

can’t signal sorrow?

Half icicle, half goddess,

only last night it seems

I sought your scent

between a gap 

scarlet as the flesh 

of a black watermelon,

yet glossy enough

to lapse all logic.

A seeking which

leaves my nose craving 

a crow-shaded tangle

most men pray 

to be saved from.

Freckled cheeks of Jesus,

who can tell how many

calligraphic kisses

might be needed to spell 

or dispel what butterflies

write in rooms filled

with strawberry irises?

It’s been written

—since the saxophone

signals tomorrow—

that a fool for roses

is a fool for rain,

but what tool could

begin to uproot

those twin legends

still blooming into heels

stiletto enough

to fell a forest entire?

Ifemi, I seek the oneness

of two palms

freed or fried 

as the symbols inside

a theorem derived 

from three types of feral.

And yet not decipherable

or functionally defined. 

A caress the saxophone

seems to borrow—

unless we forget

my being taken

or mistaken about

the need to be touched 

or the difference between

a half wound and what

wound up happening.

What does it mean

to remain tethered

like a gothic hawk

to your ankle tattoo’s

brassy passion 

for adinkra charms

or police bracelets?

Did I hum

the wrong lyrics

to the right songs

or the right lyrics

to the wrong songs?

So many dawns

have passed since your hair

swung over a bedpost

of Old Crow moans

to leave me

sizzling between 

a last flame of bud & 

that first good buy.

How many moons

before you stop me 

from being spotted

like a Luna moth

in the halo of a porch light,

turning again & again

to unlock wonders

with keys hidden under

the tea rose carpet

of yet another 

lover’s tongue?

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