Thursday, November 30, 2023

Because of course I did

AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION FOR VIOLIN AND VIOLA
(
for Hilary Hahn)


Almost the way

one of your fingers 

could begin a slide—

a bending in pitch—

or insinuate a query 

which might caress

or pinch one fret 

until a layer

of certainty sounds

as if it’s unpeeling

from two citrus bodies

—say a blood or

navel orange

and yet not a ‘sound’ 

as in some long passage

connecting two bodies 

of water below 

a duvet of darkness

or waves of intonation

from my lips

making the leaps 

of a ghazal

into the sea

of a secret which

—when you toss 

your hair that way—

seems to flicker like

what in softer light

could be called

abandon.


But sound—

and only now

while orange petals

warm the air 

above the curl

of a wick—

as if we too

could become notes

huddled so close 

beside a Trouble Clef

that even as 

one knows it shouldn’t

another begins to silken

into a scarf of sigh

—pianissimo as budding violets—

or perhaps warns

a bare stretch

of your thigh or my neck

of what surely must lie

buried beneath 

our uncertainty,

now muscular,

where we imagine

said blood or

navel orange’s

silent ache

or don’t—

as if only until dawn,

as if only until 

a filament

—of that flickering light—

feels prone to rise or fall 

like a lip of red chrysanthemum

on a ridge of collarbone.

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