Friday, November 01, 2024

AND THAT’S THAT ON THAT!

 





AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION 

AS A FREE JAZZ PRISM SENTENCE

(for Ashly Barry)


Do I mischarge your wine red pentecost 

to an atheist believing in faith

but still shoplift almost all the orange kink  

off your lips because it rubs in the ways

“librarian” is the sexiest word

yellow birds translate from dove language 

or net Coleman’s green calligraphy to

“Choke me & call me Blue Moon” in Old Norse  

with runes neither of us might decipher

or speculate from indigo bruise shapes

yet read “Negative Capability” 

to riff on the lavender grammar of

Apophenia’s domestic violets, well

—if you can’t be free, be a luxury.


Saturday, September 28, 2024

Poems for Reuben Jackson.


Here are two poems that I wrote over the years that are dedicated to my friend and fellow poet Reuben Jackson. His birthday—the first since his passing—is in a few days. There are a ton of DC references in these poems and it might also be helpful to know that Reuben often used two characters-named Amir & Kelly—as personas in his poems. 


AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION

AS AN ELEGY IN THE FINE PRINT

ON A BOTTLE
(for Reuben Jackson)

Outside Kogod's Liquors,
you feel a little shamrock

as you encounter

two Butches—
Jackson & Warren—
sipping from 

a Circle of Fifths.

It’s not easy being green,

even if your nickname is Petey.

A barely upright bass 

& a worn djembe
lean to take measure 

of the deepness 

of evening shadows.
A bumblebee sun

turns to tumble down

while you wonder

if the bottle’s label

is a mere emerald

or kelly green?



AN IDEA OF IMPROVISATION 

AS A BLACK AND TAN FANTASY

(For Reuben Jackson)


Riffing off Baraka you lament

“Nobody swings anymore.”

And who else swung like a 20 lb. sledge

or swifter than a belly dancer's hips?

Swung steady as Pops on the porch at night

or the well-oiled hinge of a garden gate?

Swung easily as Ella from a knotty limb

or a bridge of rope in a mountain breeze.

Maybe “All God’s Chillun got Rhythm”,

but who else swing an orchestra

like a hypnotist’s pocket watch?

Oh Reuben, are you sighing again 

about those humid Harlem nights

when the Duke of the dance floor

swung like a hammock in a hurricane 

with nary a hair out of place?

Wednesday, August 28, 2024

Autumn As Carmine On A Collar

 AUTUMN AS CARMINE ON A COLLAR


Autumn leaves 

no memory of you

drifting through what 

might be a field, 

but isn’t my feelings.

The bluish notes I do feel

want to distinguish chords

from these shifting shapes,

but not the cursive

loops of your nicked name,

At least not in this key. 

The moon remembers 

the gloss on each of your lips—

naked or painted—and how 

they remained in constant ratio.

I may remember how 

constant the harmonic minor 

of your deliquescence would 

modulate into a subdominant chord—

no matter how much

you claimed that wasn’t 

in the score—and how

the handwritten music 

on the sheets implied

a loco motion in the waver

of your contralto 

might salt any broth 

into a brothel—

as if salt was somehow

as much texture as flavor—

as if touch might wish

to sometimes leave a taste.


Carmine can’t of course

mean only the shade 

of autumn leaves turning 

like handcuff keys 

into a semi-annihilation

of the self—or

even a quick taste of it

unless my facial expression 

and your limbs relax

towards what, precisely? 

Still, let’s not recall how

Little Red Corvette meant 

the shade of a lip gloss 

repeating on a hidden playlist. 

Why did I doubt your choices,

especially given that I

was among them?

The truth is the rudiments 

of my moods had little 

to do with roots or undertones

unlike those wild traces 

of blue in your hair. 

So let’s pretend that 

no tubes of carmine,

glossy or matte, were harmed 

in the furious making

of those memories.

Even so, the overtones 

of our touches never 

formed a chord chart 

of longing—not mine 

I mean—even if 

outlined in dark pencil.


The collar of memory

could involve one of us 

being a bulldog, 

or maybe just a bull, 

tho not one with horns 

lowered, or nose flared

as if enraged, unless

all the black bulls 

I’ve ever been or was

supposed to be never found 

any release from their rings—

nose or otherwise—

except in bewilderment.

I don’t actually know 

what deliquescent means.

Autumn leaves may know

how things silken as secrets 

might change hands or keys

or even the topography of touch

which—I still believe—

we tried to learn, 

just not as any gospel 

chanted in a church or brothel.

You’re gone—I get that, so

let's not consider which chords 

minor or major might

reharmonize into your hue.

Surely not the suspended jay 

which initiates my name. 

And yet, and yet, 

this unfinished fifth 

of train whistle—real or imagined—

tracing the moon’s ear . . .